Blue October says it best....

What I wanna say, I cannot find the best words but thankfully my rockstar "boyfriend" Justin Furstenfeld says it best in his song "Should be Loved". (Blue October is the best EVER!!)

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Stop staring, you're the reason
I feel so unhappy all the time.
I've given you everything
I know how.
You're standing on
the top of my shoe
keeping me from gaining ground.
I'm sorry if you
feel like I let you down.

Can you tell me
what have I done so wrong...to you?
Tell me what am I supposed to do.

I should be loved by you,
that I know is true.
But I can't breathe when you're around!

I should be held at night,
that I know is right.
But I can't breathe when you're around!

You're too scared, scared of it all...
I get that feeling I'm talking to the wall.
Can you hear me at all?
My world was shaking
my mind was quaking,
my heart kept breaking
I threw it against the wall.
Can anyone feel me at all?

Can you tell me
what have I done so wrong... to you?
Tell me what am I supposed to do.
I got a feeling,
you're falling out of love with me.
Tell me who am I supposed to be?

I should be loved by you,
that I know is true.
I can't breathe when you're around!

I should be held
How I should be held.
But I can't breathe when you're around!!
Look I can't breathe!